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[18 Apr 2006|07:42pm] |
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I'm still alive... :)
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[02 Sep 2005|12:43pm] |
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I don't think I can keep up with this journal. I can't even keep up in my life.
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[26 Jul 2005|10:37pm] |
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Dear Arnold Schwarzenegger,
Please lower the tuition for public California universities.
Thank you and have a nice day :-).
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[21 Jul 2005|11:53pm] |
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Wow, am I selfish. lol...
For the future, I know to never get my friends makeup for their birthdays because I will end up keeping it! haha :(
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[12 Jul 2005|10:18pm] |
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MY HOROSCOPE: "Love may not be in the air, but romance certainly is -- romance of the
most secret kind. This includes 'coincidental' meetings at the
water-cooler, whispered conversations and meaningful glances."
--> Definitely true.. hahaha. I am so in lust and infatuated with this guy, that I have fantasies about making out with him in the elevator. I always make an excuse to be near him at work, and make it a "coincidence". And we have had our moments at the water-cooler. He put me in a good mood for the rest of the day.
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[07 Jul 2005|12:57pm] |
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So many guys, so many crushes. I'm glad I've moved on.
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[23 Jun 2005|05:26pm] |
I am so stressed! ugh!
Change definitely does not come with ease.
Hopefully once everything settles, I will enjoy my new life.
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[23 Jun 2005|02:39pm] |
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So I saw that a book of mine had a price sticker on it that said $7.95, but underneath it, there was another sticker. I checked to see what price it was, and it said $5.00..hmph..I mean, it's not a big difference, but I don't see why they made me spend $2.95 more when i could have perfectly spent it on a nice vanilla latte.
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[22 Jun 2005|10:56pm] |
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Well, I am certainly a changed person. Although I have been stubborn before, I'm now acknowledging that life is a lesson itself, and that I should learn from everything that happens to me. We fall "so we can learn to pick ourselves up again". And that is just what I have done.
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[22 May 2005|10:49pm] |
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life will go on - chris isaak |
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Broken skies, heartaches that flowers won't mend
Say goodbye knowing that this is the end
Tender dreams, shadows fall
Love too sweet, to recall
Dry your eyes, Face the dawn
Life will go on
All day long thought that we still had a chance
Letting go, this is the end of romance
Broken hearts find your way
Make it through just this day
Face the world on your own
Life will go on, life will go on
There'll be blue skies, every true love
Someday I'll hold you again
They'll be blue skies in a better world, darlin'
Tender dreams, shadows fall
Love too sweet, to recall
Dry your eyes, Face the dawn
Life will go on, life will go on
Broken heart find your way
Make it through just this day
Face the world on your own
Life will go on
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[02 May 2005|12:34am] |
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Today was a horrible day. I felt like killing myself, but I didn't. I tried to cut my arm with the glass of the picture frame my mom broke. my dad took away the glass. I never cut myself, but I was just sick of the fighting.
Some people can be so psychotic and bipolar. I hate it. I just want to live in peace.
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[27 Apr 2005|01:29am] |
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And I wanna believe you,
When you tell me that it'll be ok,
Ya I try to believe you,
But I don't
When you say that it's gonna be,
It always turns out to be a different way,
I try to believe you,
Not today, today, today, today, today...
I don't know how I feel,
tomorrow, tomorrow,
I don't know what to say,
tomorrow, tomorrow
Is a different day
It's always been up to you,
It's turning around,
It's up to me,
I'm gonna do what I have to do,
just don't
Give me a little time,
Leave me alone a little while,
Maybe it's not too late,
not today, today, today, today, today...
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| lyrics that explain me right now. |
[18 Apr 2005|11:18pm] |
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Sheryl Crow - I shall believe/Mariah- My all |
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"Once upon a time I was falling in love
But now I’m only falling apart
There’s nothing I can do
A total eclipse of the heart
Once upon a time there was light in my life
But now there’s only love in the dark" -Bonnie Tyler
"But I do believe
That not everything is gonna be the way
You think it ought to be
It seems like every time I try to make it right
It all comes down on me
Please say honestly you won't give up on me" -Sheryl Crow
"Cause I can't make you love me, if you don't
You can't make your heart feel, something it won't
Here in the dark, in these final hours
I will lay down my heart, And I'll feel the power - but you won't" -Bonnie Raitt
"'Cause I am your lady
And you are my man
Whenever you reach for me
I'll do all that I can" -Celine Dion
"Something in your eyes
Makes me want to lose myself
Makes me want to lose myself
In your arms
There's something in your voice
Makes my heart beat fast
Hope this feeling lasts
The rest of my life" -Chantal Kreviazuk
"Rhythmic motion
Raw emotion
Infiltrating through
Sweet sensations
Hot temptations
Coming over you" -Jem
"I can't help myself
I've got to see you again" -Norah Jones
"Baby, can you feel me
Imagining I'm looking in your eyes
I can see you clearly
Vividly emblazoned in my mind" -Mariah Carey
"Cuz I'm dreaming of you tonight, till tomorrow I'll be holding you tight.
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be, then here in my room,
Dreaming about you and me" -Selena
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[13 Apr 2005|11:56pm] |
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I think I'm having a major identity crisis here.
I don't know why I'm doing the things I'm doing.
I don't know why I'm with the people I'm with.
I feel like everything I do is useless, so I have no motivation.
I want to go with my heart for certain matters, but in the end, I don't know if it would be worth it.
There's this wave of depression over me, and I don't know how to recover.
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| oooo my god, i wonder if it's true!!!! |
[25 Mar 2005|05:33pm] |
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Your horoscope for
Friday, March 25, 2005
The full moon will allow you to find out whether or not a wish will come true. This could involve someone you want to befriend or a guy you want to date--you may find out if he's going to ask you to the prom. If things don't go your way now, you may come to realize that you already have everything you need.
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[23 Mar 2005|04:46pm] |
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hm.. still very mad at myself.
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[20 Mar 2005|12:50pm] |
I had a dream that people were chasing me in a grocery store, and I was trying to buy small bottles of wine. But then I ended up having grape juice instead. Then I was in a department store and was talking about ralph lauren clothes...other strange things happened but i just don't remember.
For some reason, I'm feeling very left out of things at the moment, and I don't like it one bit. It makes me sad, but then I realize that I'm going to college soon. Who knows though. It might be like this over there too.
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[04 Mar 2005|10:40pm] |
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 86, find line 4. Write down what it says:
In this manner sissonne fondue is studied in the advanced classes.
hm.. okay..
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[22 Feb 2005|07:45pm] |
i just don't feel happy anymore.
i need a new life.
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